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Wednesday, July 4, 2012

7:51 PM Y

Post title :

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Wow!! this blog is getting cobwebs and spiderwebs..

much has happened during this 1 yr of not blogging..

My marital status has changed and i am happily married..

now i am officially Mrs Tay and shifted to Woodlands..

i think instead of complaining i shall share thanksgivings..

i am thankful for my in-laws who are quite easy going..

Hee.. now i get to eat home cooked food,

and my MIL is ok with having my clothes washed together with the rest..

though it means i have to wait up earlier for work, it kinda forces me to come out earlier so that i will not be late for work..

After being married, i realized how precious it is to spend time with our loved ones, esp our parents..

Many peeps have been asking, abt our baby plans.. our answer is this, no babies for now..

and i seriously hate it when people keep going on and on like u know, u guys are no longer young,

there will be health risks, etc, etc..

Ya we are well aware of that, but y do we need to rush into it juz bcos our biological clocks are clicking away?

Right now we are saving up for our flat, and if a child comes, can we give the child the best we will like to?

I have personally seen many of our friends giving birth at 35, 36 and the child turns out perfectly fine,

thus does it not make sense to juz trust in the Lord's timing rather than taking things into our own hands?

God has His timing, and He provides too!! So we'll choose to trust Him instead!!

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

11:30 PM Y

Post title : missing him n wat other nots..

♥ You'll never know the real me.

darling is in japan..

missing him so much..

though we watsapp every nite..

juz came bk from camerons last nite..

had a great time with qi..

love the weather man..

gonna step up for wedding preps soon..

dear church, can u like quickly confirm

the wedding date so dat

we can go ahead n plan our wedding?

i am starting to feel the jitters..

dun like the unsettled feeling of

not being able to confirm this n dat..

effectively, we have only 8 mths to prepare..

ke bu ke yi kuai yi dian!!

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

11:55 PM Y

Post title : Simply So Blessed!!

♥ You'll never know the real me.

on mc today..

was resting when Kel called n told me the great news!!

we've got a queue number for the yishun natura flats!!

super excited can!!

this is our 3rd attempt!!

and we r really thankful!!

bcos these are premium flats..

n the flats are affordable!!

and the timing is perfect!!

God has provided!! again n again!!

First, kel was worried, cos his job ended in end july,

and new job starting in mid sept..

so technically, he has no pay in august,

and that means we have no money for the 2k option fee..

yet during the last month, sales shot up...

and he had more than enuf to sustain him for aug n sept..

thankful, really v v thankful..

God is juz so gd n kind to us..

wat can we say but to juz give thanks!!

Thursday, June 23, 2011

12:53 AM Y

Post title : officialky engaged!!

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Darling officially proposed last sat!! I was pleasantly surprised, as it was totally unexpected! Amazingly, the while planning involved 10 of our close frens.. Emails were sent n pple were invited to join us for a 6 course dinner at Jacobs!! Then after dinner, on the pretext of gg to the toilet, everyone got up n took a flashcard each, with the words, 你愿意嫁給我嗎？ at this point, I was presented with the bouquet of flowers!! N the cake with the ring on top of it was presented!! I was totally blown away!! Of course not forgetting the song, " from this moment" playing in the background.. It was really sweet, sincere n unforgettable!! The official date will only b announced in aug.. Meanwhile, time to start planning.. Peeps, stay tuned!!

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

12:51 AM Y

Post title : love again n again..

♥ You'll never know the real me.

these 2 weeks have been rather tough..

n emotionally challenging..

there was a quarrel that erupted..

between 2 hot-headed females..

ha.. dat's not me..

perhaps it's due to years

of accumulated frustrations

and lack of proper communication..

though that outburst has

caused both parties to be hurt..

yet it has opened up

the doors of communication..

n i juz feel that we

really need to love one another..

felt helpless.. at the situation..

and perhaps of the closeness

between me and the 2 persons involved..

it juz feel so xin tong..

n wished that things had turned otherwise..

the other episode involved

me and a 'sheep of mine'

the episode juz

left me disappointed..

and wondering..

wat's behind dat mask?

n.. how can we truly tell

wat is a person's true character..

it left me scared.. n fearful..

of drawing close to the person..

and caring for the person..

lest i am hurt again..

i dunno wat the precious

lessons are for me to learn..

i juz noe that i need to

learn what it means to love..

all over again.. and again..

even when it hurts..

12:44 AM Y

Post title : 2 gong tut tuts quarrel..

♥ You'll never know the real me.

wat happens when 2 gong gong

tut tut persons quarrel?

one was hungry..

one got carried away with a SALE..

then the one who was hungry became angry..

decide to go home instead..

the other one was frustrated..

both were sad.. yet both walked away..

one cried.. one's heart was xin suan..

thankfully.. the love between them

kept them communicating on watsapp..

though angry, chose to speak calmly n nicely..

the words came back and forth.. back and forth..

and the rational side of them

kept each other from saying angry words..

n that also helped to build

a closer bond n understanding..

through this little episode..

Saturday, May 28, 2011

2:18 AM Y

Post title : sad..

♥ You'll never know the real me.

My heart is deeply sad n burdened.. So much has happened.. I do not know what to make out of today's fight.. Perhaps it has been years of accumulated frustrations and unresolved anger.. There is just so much hurt within... Pain n misunderstandings.. Both parties are hurt.. I dunno wat to do..